I'd be the father of you

 

我把歌词改了，改成：“我曾经是你们的父亲”

 

要搬家了，看着满地狼藉，虽然早已习惯如此的我，但仍不免感慨

由于学习的关系，我要留在嘉定了

也许在这一轮游戏里面，我成了LOSER

但是我不曾抛弃孩子们

 

我留下，你们走

但是，我不会抛弃你们

 

I'd be the father of you

 Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit
it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

是我们改变了世界，还是世界改变了你和我.......

 

找电话卡的时候，无意发现了一本小册子，上面写着2000年到2002年的心情

那个时期，是我心理发育最黑暗的时期吧

 

册子上，写着最多的，其实是“克己爱人”

 

那时后，不知道网络的概念，只会写下最纯粹的心情

现在要写点什么，都忍不住要去GOOGLE一下

 

最纯粹的心情，现在已经难于找到了

 

最纯粹的我们，已经被世界改变

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好远好远

时间地点人物事件

感觉都过去很远了，现在我要一边看相片一边回忆了

 

现在才写，其实都是懒作怪（我为什么这么懒？）

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我从上海搭乘火车一直到了嘉峪关

我不知道从上海到嘉峪关是什么概念，地图上只说了两千多公里

我也不知道在甘肃西北，我会有什么见闻

但是我到了，看到了天下第一雄关

好吧，我承认这座土城，没有给我巨大的冲击

我只是看着无际的戈壁。风，猛烈的吹在脸上

 

残阳西下，形影孑然，惘然相顾，寂寞无边

 

也许寂寞算有点惨了，我想起的是无名

风，是无名的风

石头，是无名的石头

连那堆起城墙的土，也是无名的土

 

人有名，却也无名。拔剑四顾心茫然

 

第二天的下午，我们到了敦煌

敦煌是个什么概念，其实到现在我还说不清楚

不虔诚的我，是说不清楚敦煌的。

 

第三天，我们参观了莫高窟+鸣沙山

女友说，有位老先生，在这里研究敦煌莫高窟几十年，羡慕不已

这里有佛的壁画，说起佛，我想起那个离天最近的地方

我们向往天空，因为天空明亮纯净

当时说起那位老先生，直到现在才开始羡慕

和古人的作品说话，聆听他们的声音其实一定妙不可言吧

但只和古人做知己，又觉未免寂寞。

 

鸣沙山，月牙泉

一堆堆小小的沙丘，连成一片一片

 

第四天。

雅丹自然奇观

体会了下飞砂走石。

 

我累了，下次继续